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Thoughts from my life to yours
I love to drive. That is one thing I miss about living in the metroplex of Dallas/Ft. Worth. I love to drive fast, weaving in and out of traffic. I love the challenge of getting to the merge lane before it’s too late. I don’t particularly miss sitting in traffic for hours at time, but seeing if I can get in the lane that is actually moving fast is quite a rush.
Man, I miss that.
Anyway, I should love to drive, I’ve done it since long before I was big enough to see over the dashboard.
I remember one of the thrills of living in the country was it being my turn to sit on my daddy’s lap and ‘drive’ down the 3 mile dirt road to his house from the highway. I realize I didn’t do much real driving for many of those years, but I fell in love with the idea of being in control of that machine.
I would sit on dad’s lap and hold the wheel “10 & 2” thinking I had it all under control. All the while my very wise father was secretly holding the bottom of the steering wheel. I was too busy concentrating on keeping my wheels in the ruts to even notice. That is until I would get distracted or jerk the wheel for any number of reasons.
It was at that point I felt my dad’s big, weathered hand grab the wheel and most certainly take control.
It was both comforting and scary to me. I would jump because just as I felt like I was getting out of line, he would rescue me and I immediately knew he would tell me in no uncertain terms what I did wrong. I was always thankful he was there and always frustrated with myself for messing up.
I find that scenario played out so many times in my walk with my heavenly Daddy as well. Just when I think I have this life totally under control, I inevitably get distracted or start to careen off the edge. It’s then I feel His big, loving hand get me back on track.
Sometimes it is with a wild, unmistakable jerk.
Sometimes it is a slow weave back, but I am always thankful He is there.
He also has a knack for pointing out the reasons I was loosing it. And, yes, I am always frustrated with myself for messing up. Again.
I suppose that is why my favorite verse, although I find it is difficult to have a real favorite since there are so many amazing ones to choose from, is Hebrews 13:5, specifically the second half of the verse:
‘Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”’
I do so love that my dad was there to keep me from doing something destructive behind the wheel of his old truck and I am so much more grateful for a heavenly Daddy who promises to never just sit by and let me do something destructive with this old life. He will never leave us or forsake us.
What a promise.
When you feel the jerk of the big, weathered hand of our Heavenly Father, let Him do what only He can do, keep our lives on the road.
Hi, my name is Kathy. I am a follower of Jesus Christ, a wife, a mother and now (because my husband really wants me to) am collecting my thoughts into this blog. I hope you might be encouraged, or even challenged by the discussion here, and I look forward to reading your comments. I am a stay at home mom, my husband is the lead pastor of the multi site CrossPoint Church, and my two boys are named Noah and Nathan. Many blessings!
Dave Rutler
May 24th, 2011 at 12:45 pm
Just wanted you to know I was reading and I love it! Keep writing. There are many who are impacted by what God is speaking through you. I love the image and the reality of what you are saying.